For the Future will worry about itself !

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Matthew 6: 31-34

³¹ “Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ ³² For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. ³³ But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. ³⁴ Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.



Often many times I find myself worrying about my future because it's so uncertain. Living in uncertainty is one of the worst headspaces anyone can be. One of the best things I've always been able to do is plan, but I came down with MS and Gillian Barre it's like I can not see beyond what I am doing right now. I feel obligated to make a way for my self to survive, thrive, be successful. I'm talented at many things and have a variation of skills, but I cant think of what I want to do now. All I know is that I want to be a leader, well known for my skill level. 



But as we all know anyone with this illness, who has a severer case knows it hard to remember what your doing walking in from room to room. Or how about just getting out of bed because your body wont exactly move in the morning's. I need to be a boss my own boss, but I don't know in what I should I specialize in. But I believe in God and I know he would order my steps in his word, grant my desires of my heart as long as I see this through