Praying for a better day....

Sometime trying to appear normal is to much work. I loved that I looked normal on the outside, but something seems to be taking a toll on me. Definitely my neruo-mylitis is out of control. I'm paying a price for being with my friends today. Although it's days later. Finding a balance to not over doing it may be tougher than what I thought but being able to spend time with the girl's was all worth it. The past few days have been limited activities and a few more days to come will be netflexing. Just as long as we don't have a relapse is cool. I know in time, I'll be able to predict and judge better. Whatever state I'm in I  still praise him because I'm still here and I'm still pushing towards my dreams.